22nd
i started having crazy crazy dreams every night since i have started college
i had this nightmare last night where my mom was taking wedding photos for this couple (yeah, she is not a photographer) and for some reason they had to paddle out in the middle of a lake in this tiny boat and the boat flipped. they were wearing life preservers but for some reason the bride was wearing a bullet proof vest under hers that was too heavy and she literally sank to the bottom of the pond and drowned. at this point, i was calling 911 and had the least helpful person ever and it was awful. why does my brain think of things like this? i woke up wishing i had someone to talk to or hold my hand at like 4am because i was just so upset during this dream. ugh.




